Is it possible that I was just angry at the betrayal and that I don't really love her enough to pursue this process further?
Anything is possible my friend...BUT...is it that you really no longer love her or is it that you are tired and frustrated because SHE is not doing what YOU want. What YOU expect her to do?
Seriously dude - think about that.. think about your vows.
For better or for worse - this buddy is the worse part.
You wanna bail - fine go ahead. Just make sure you are doing it for the right reason. Lack of patience or understanding are not good reasons.
Man...I know you are tired. I know you are frustrated. How about instead of looking at her and all of her issues. Instead of looking at the old M, instead of looking at what could happen...maybe you should start looking inside YOURSELF.
This sh*t is not for weak of heart. If you want a magic pill to make you feel better right now...then go out and meet someone new...it will make you feel good right now. You want to feel better for the rest of your life...look inside...look inside.
Your call Crushed...your call.
Whatever ya do....No regrets....make sure it is what YOU want. Not based on how you "feel" today...cause tomorrow you could feel different. Know what...so could she!
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
