W texted me tonight asking " what is (buddys name) address where you are staying? I did not respond it was 10:30 at night and I will see her in the morning after I drop S off and drop D off at her house. If she asks again, I will tell her. I have noticed a lot more of her being (nosy) since we have been in different homes. She could be building ammo for hearing, but I am not going to put up a big fight? It is what it is, times are tough financially, she borrowed money from family to setup the "ward Cleaver" i should say june cleaver household for her and the kids. The last S I used everything in my power to fight her out of anger and hurt, this time I am being amicable. no confrontation just making a stance for things that are not monetary and being me.
I used to try and use money as a tool, when money is short it cant be used as a tool, I am being totally diffferent from the way I was with the first separation, and I can see she is somewhat being the same way as the first S, and I am completely being the opposite. It could be getting to her that I am this way now, dont know but I feel ok. Yes I go through bits of anger and hurt, then I just tell myself it is what it is.
