Relocated the family and he dropped the bomb

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Priority #1 - get the script filled and start taking the meds.

By what you wrote you are in a depression. The quicker you take action the quicker you'll bounce back.

You can't do what you need to do if you're in a funk. Believe me, I know first hand. You can follow all the advice you get, but it will be extremely difficult if you're head isn't clear.

When you feel depressed everything looks gloomy. It's hard to get motivated each day. When you look into the future you see nothing but negativity and things not working out. When that happens, fear arises. When the fear arises a sort of paralysis happens...it becomes a self feeding loop.

If the fear takes over you will have a very difficult time making decisions and drawing boundaries that are healthy for you because you will be afraid they will cause the very thing you fear.