You are beating yourself up for this. Stop it and stop it now please. Your hurt - I know..trust me I get it. Your H's crisis is NOT YOUR fault. Nothing you did could have prevented it - nothing so stop it. Did you make some mistake along the way..yes...forgive yourself for them and move on.. Not file...just move on for you.
Rather move forward..
Look this is going to be hard on the kids BUT you did not decide this - your H did. As a matter of fact you should be quite pissed off.
Right now...you really need to worry about IB and your kids - your H...well he is his own problem - not yours.
Please honey...relax...I know it is hard. I do. Can you see the light at the end of the tunnel? I can...
Can you see any positives in any of this? I can.
If you can, can you tell me what they are?
Your not alone in this IB...it may feel that way right now..but we are here for you...you are not alone.
Get on those knees and cry out to God..ask for his strength. Ask for his wisdom. Ask him to guide you and then honey....give it all to him. Follow me for my burden is light....
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
