I'm not sure what to do about the house at this point.
I'm in the house. Pictures of us are up everywhere. What have you people done in the past? Boxed all that up? Removed it? Left it?
I honestly feel like leaving it the same as it is. That feels like the right thing to do. I still love my W, still want to be with her, and feel like it would be a slap in the face if she saw me take all that stuff down. She felt like I slapped her in the face when I told her she couldn't come back home, hated me for it. Said that was the last straw that she couldn't take.
She said that when I told her she couldn't come back into "her home" that she saw a side of me that she hated, and never knew how she fell in love with that man. When we had that moment the day after she left, she wanted to come home but I told her no over and over. I had set a boundary of her not coming back into the home until she dropped all this S and D talk, committed to MC and working on our M. Instead, it turned out that she might have wanted to come back and work on the M, but after that boundary was upheld by me she'll never come back. Her words.
Script
She's mad because you changed how the game has been played. Don't buy it.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
