Relocated the family and he dropped the bomb

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So much for going out tonight - he came home for 15 min just to stop in and say hi to the kids and had to go to a work function tonight.

BeingMe - I am going to look for some classes. I looked around for a photography one a few weeks ago and just didn't look very hard.

Dagny - All I have to say about the Y is that I'm full of excuses - I went with the girls one night and the parking lot was jam packed and it was just overwhelming, by the time we get our act together it's nap time or the child watch is over that day, etc. I do need to jump in and just go. I think that will be my goal tomorrow. As for the rest of it - I am getting dressed nice, make up (including mascara and eyeliner) and another perfume - ironically it's Nautica's 'My Voyage'. I also swapped the diaper bag for a fun new leather purse (with diapers, bibs, and crayons inside, but at least it's more about ME).

I need to pick up my script for the antidepressant and get to the Y tomorrow. I'll start there. Tonight I am going to devote one hour to reading about DB'ing and the rest to mindless tv. I feel like I'm out of balance spending so much time reading and not enough time GAL.

I hate wishing time would move more quickly, because these are such precious years with my kids, but I wish I could jump ahead to a more stable time sometimes. One thing I am focusing on is trying to put all of this out of my head during the day and just completely enjoy them being little kids. The things they say are just hilarious sometimes.