Nothing new to add. I feel like I'm spinning my wheels. I have gotten dressed (nice with make up and all) the last two days and experimented cooking new foods (for me, something fun to do), but I can't seem to get out of the house with the kids during the day. I am going out alone tonight to shop once H is home with the kids. At night just reading some threads and the DB'ing books, and have been taking a sleeping pill at night to fall asleep. I just feel really lost right now with no direction.


Me 32 H 32
Ds 3.5 and 1.5
M 5 years, T 14 years
EA/Bomb: 7/1/10
PA revealed: 9/14/10
Legally separated: 10/01/10