Hey guys. Just checking in at Lunch Time. I'm feeling a bit better. Believe me, no one has any idea I get this way but you guys and my daughters. I'm also one hell of an actress when I have to be.

I appreciate all the supportive words. I think I am starting to think my way around the fact that this divorce may happen no matter what I do or how much I still love my H.

Eric, I did have a dog, but she recently died. I do have a cat Roxie, who is particularly fussy.

I know worrying is like a rocking chair. It gets you no where, but gives you something to do. The sadness is almost worse than the grieving in one sense. It's a hurt you can't quite put your finger on to make stop.

Everyone seems to be in such a funk these days. I still think its a planetary alignment/moon type of thing. Mind you, I know nothing about such things, just a hunch.

Keep walking, keep standing, and no expectations! My battle cry.