I know I need to find out who I am, but it's really been so long since I've thought of myself in any way. It's not helping that I have been in a very solitary career for many years and really have no personal contacts (D is forcing a career change). That is something I am racking my brain to correct, a job would certainly help in that.
LSG, thanks for your support thru this. I keep telling myself that (can only change me). Also, the "why do I want to be with someone..." has changed to "I DO NOT want to be with someone that doesn't want to be with me" for me.
I'll keep moving, hopefully in the right direction.
