MLC, H and me continued...learning and living

[newmama]

CW, just reading along. Glad to see you rebounding from your sad mood...It's a full moon, you know!

When I was the most depressed in my life (more than recently), I kept a gratitude journal and it SAVED MY LIFE! Seriously! Not to be dramatic but I was very suicidal. I know you have been through very tough times with cancer so you have what it takes to ride this out.

Another thought--when I was telling my friends about stbxh's A, I thought "wow, it was only 2 years ago. Hmm." ONLY 2 YEARS? My mind minimized the length of time in a way that made it seem like it was a "blip" in time! So I say this on your thread because I wonder if the time will fly by and suddenly your H being gone for 2-3 years wasn't so long...when you two R and spend the rest of your lives together. You know? I hope I am making some sense here.