Here's a story...of a very sad lady

[Dagny-2]

I really wish I knew what was best. Trying to be pleasant to him is a killer. Seeing my son cry himself to sleep every night breaks my heart. I just want to shout to him, why???? I want to know how I can hate him and want him back all at the same time.

He comes over tonight to move out furniture. Is he bringing her to help? Or another friend. Should I be here to find out who is in my house and what he is taking? Can I even handle that?

I've been holding it together around the kids, we even went bowling last night, but the godfather leaves today and it will then be down to the 3 of us. The amount of pain someone else can put you in is amazing.