my work i s having a happy hr frid, i want to go but feel guilty for leavingg my kids/ Thursday night i wont be done with work till after 630 pm then to just get them taek them home and sleep to be away from them on friday at a happy hour?

rate now their father is in their lives, but it wont last, he wants me to find someone else to watch the kids so he doesn't have to.


Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline