Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

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After I took the kids to the doggie park, I had them shower, and I was looking at the DB forum when W was walking up earlier than expected. I shut down the window quickly. I told her I was going to start dinner soon. I did just that and did not wait for her to do it. I also ate some of it even though she did not buy much stuff to feed all of us. I know I have some real issues with food since this began. I have to really get over my problem with eating in front of her. I felt uncomfortable the whole time. I did enjoy the food because it is my second favorite food to eat.

I did argue with W about an after school program she enrolled the kids in without my consent. I told her it is my decision too. She has to have my permission. She said, "I am a parent too." I said I realize that, but this is not something you can decide without me. I left it at that.

It is just so hard to even argue. I just do not want to do it at all with her because I find I become too angry about it, and it does nothing to solve anything, so I don't even bother. I just leave and stop doing it. I go and do something that makes me happy.

I hope I hear back on the job for an interview tomorrow. It would be great if I am hired. I wish that so much. It is what I want aside from the kids more than anything. I want it for me and them, so we have a life together, and D and S can have their kitten at home with me.

I have so many dreams for how I want my life to be, and the job is key to those dreams.

I want to give special thanks to everyone that has posted to me and are reading my thread. I hope that it helps someone to know they will be okay and do not make the same mistakes I have made and continue to do.

Thanks everyone so much!!!