"Maybe you just dont post what you are doing for you."
I feel self-righteous posting what I do for my 'internal work.' If you're curious, since I went on the involuntary MLC diet a year ago I have:
[*]Stopped drinking completely. Never was much of a drinker to begin with though (usually one cup of wine a few days a week) [*]Gotten back into running - now up to 15 miles a week. I'm slow as a turtle, but mannnnn, I'll get there eventually... :o) [*]Started going to church again a few months ago with my children [*]Most important one to me is that I've become (I think anyways) really good friends with my son. We've always been good buddies, but the level of closeness/intimacy between us is much greater than before. This, along with the relationship with my daughter, is what I care about most... Despite all the drama with my 'brat' wife, my heart feels very content about the relationship with my kids.
There. Now that I've got that fluff out of the way, where's my tin-foil hat?! I'm going hunting for aliens!
Seriously, as far as looking into the little details too much, I plead guilty as charged. I used to be an air traffic controller. Can't ever stop looking for that one extra little pocket of space up in the sky to fit one more airplane. It's who I am. But, no, I'm not crazy, and I'm not here looking for a quick fix. I'm just...looking... (Like I said above, I'm slow like a turtle sometimes.)
