I don't know where to begin....First of all H is still in lala land....I did see him only once for business meeting couple of days after I came back from Europe...that's 3 weeks ago....he took D for lunch on her B-Day....that's 2 weeks ago...didn't see her since. He has been out of town again visiting OW for the past 2 weeks now. Didn't tell me that he is going. I sent him email requests for a business meeting and number of other e-mails pertaining to business...didn't get reply to any of them for 5 days. I was quite shocked, because this was the first time ever that he didn't reply to my business emails....
Our business is close to bankruptcy now....In July he was in Paris with OW for 2 weeks and in August he left town for another 2 weeks....no new business whatsoever....
Since I'm unable to meet with him for the past 2 weeks, in desperation I did send him some facts and figures....yet again ...warning him of the gravity of our financial situation....
His reply...."Well, August is usually slow I will meditate so our business will receive some work"
After hearing this I'm thinking my H has really lost his marbles....
I wanted to stay in the business with him thinking that that's a great way to maintain our connection and I didn't want to be the one to walk out on it....because I know that if I leave he would blame me if the business fails. I really feel that he is dragging me down financially....I don't know how long can I take this....knowing that every month we get deeper and deeper in debt.
He is just not capable running it right now....it makes me so sad....after 20 years in business.
I was hoping that I will be able to renew my license (I'm studying now) and ease out of the business slowly, but the way it is I'm not sure I have time for it....i may have to take a job and bail.....don't know what to do.....
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
