I believe you and I started this journey through Hell at about the same time, and we seem to have a lot of the same ups and downs. The difference between denial and hopefulness. That's a toughie. Am I standing for my M or am I a complete fool? In public, I project a confident, reliable, funny person standing for her marriage. At home, alone, there is nothing to keep my mind occupied, and I am a fool in my own mind. I wake up at 2 in the morning, thinking how I am a fool. But, everyday, we put on our sneakers and our faces and go out to face the world on its terms.
I re read imLin's thread today @ lunchtime. Talk about perserverance. If she can do it, then I can do it. And YOU can do it. Can't make it go away for either of us, but promise to be here for you through it, and we'll get through it together.
