Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

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IDU,

I do eat some things when W is at work just to survive. There is not usually too much here lately, so I don't eat that much either. Is there some guilt that I have? There is a level of guilt in everything I do at home. I feel it from what W has said and done. I feel it from my own thoughts on not being able to do more. I have a lot of feelings about my sitch and life at the moment. I hide eating or drinking anything from W because I just don't want to be a parasite or leech. I have to eat and take care of myself for the kids.

I don't live having spousal or child support. There is so much that makes me live and do some of the things I have done.

I have come to be able to live this way for now because it will not be forever.