Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

[LSG]

Serenity,

You are so right that she is holding all the cards. I have been trying to buy myself some time for fighting for my kids. If I have to suffer some to do that so be it. I will be the doormat to try to even out the situation in my favor. It is not that I am afraid of her. It is my situation that I need time to change. The more time I have the better chances I have for my life to be the way I want with the kids and job. I live this way for them. I will not be taken out of their life. There are options that will come to me when the time is right. I have to be there for my S and D.

It is my only thoughts from the time I wake up until the time I go to sleep.

I hope this explains why I must continue to do the things I am.

I do not want my M any longer, and I have not for some time. W is not the person I want to be with anymore.