"Should I reciprocate affection if she initiates?"
It's how she is keepin you under wraps. You are dying for us tell you to go for it. it would be fine if you knew how to play it. you aren't there.
If you were thinking you might have some ideas on what would work.
Three weeks is a long time. Be wise. What's important is now.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
