I had my girls for the week and went on a vacation to get away. Managed to not think about the wife and OM for the most part.
On the way home anxiety creped in knowing I was dropping my girls off with wife who was then going on a vacation with I would think OM and his kids.
My youngest D ran to mom, my oldest, not so much you could tell she was torn by leaving me yet wanting her mom. She would sway back and forth pulling herself from one parent to another. I did park a half block away from where she is staying not to get close to wife at all. No communication between us for three weeks all about the e-mails.
Ever since the OM was introduced to kids and acknowledged by wife they were involved I have stopped all conversation some three and a half weeks ago. Dark as can be with kids involved.
Anger and hate is all but gone….just worried about the kids. Love for wife has completely disappeared. Co parenting is first on my agenda….that is it.
Time to get out and meet new people and come out with my situation with all of my good friends and live my life.
To great quotes I read on the “SET them FREE” page here on DB
Quote:
LIFE IS USUALLY ALL ABOUT HOW YOU HANDLE PLAN B
Quote:
EXPERIENCE IS A BRUTAL TEACHER, BUT YOU LEARN. My god, do you learn.
Both quotes are up on my desk at work, I obtain great strength every time I repeat those lines…… Bizarre
