Start of the end..

[iwantittowork]

So, I have an upcoming decision to make, and I know it's going to be uncomfortable no matter what choice I make.

The good:
D9 has been taking Kung-fu classes that stbxw setup for some time, and that is good for her!

The Bad:
stbxw shortly after signing up d9 became involved with owner/d9's teacher and has been going out with him for several months.

The uncomfortable:
d9's yellow sash test is this weekend, and stbxw has invited me to watch her take the test, as d9 would like us to be there.

The choice:
To go or not to go.

I am really uncomfortable in either choice above, I want to go to support my d9, but know I will have tons of mixed emotions while doing so, and I do not even want to get introduced to my stbxw's new beau.

Hard to believe it's been over a year, and just the thought of being in the same room as him brings up a ton of emotions, even though I am accepting that it does, I am not sure how well I will handle it.

Some thoughts to ponder, and wondering how others have dealt with these moments...