After our last discussion, he came to me and said he'd come after all, "if I wanted him to". Pfft. Great. I know he's trying to make things better in his own way, but why does this make me feel so ... I can't even identify the feeling. Like now he feels sorry for me? I remember when I was still dating, a couple of guys had let me know they thought I was boring. I think the term used once was 'a stick in the mud'. I don't know if I am. I think it's all relative. But I do know I'm tired of feeling like I have to defend that I'm not. When the interactions with people in my life seem to often make me feel like I am.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
