Good idea P. Lotus he does like the chase. And I will be cutios & H will have to work hard for the role he wishes to play in my life.
I looked into retrouvaille months ago... Was curious and wanted to learn more about it. I actually requested information and they sent me paperwork. I think it would be a great tool for us.
Piano, should I wait and see before starting a thread in piecing? Not sure what peicing really is to be honest. Oh and H has said all the right things, but let's see if his actions and feelings match up right? Guess this is where I take a huge leap of faith and walk teeny tiny baby steps. My instincts are usually pretty in tune... Let's see if I'm right this time. I'm not as scared as I am excited and cautious. There is a part of me that is believing we truly can make it work, if we work hard at it.
We talked last night about our honeymoon and "date nights" and how important they were b/c we pushed aside th entire world for ourselves, and we talked about how he needs to put me first. To me this is the first and most important for now. H said that is why he didn't speak up weeks ago, because he needed to dedicate himself to passing his boards so that he can start working to financially support me and the baby. He knew he couldn't give it his all. But says now he is ready to make me first in his life. And thee baby too of course!
