Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

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W is on the phone with her parents. She only does this when there is something big, or she is stressed out.

Well, she did finally give me a check today, and she has been making sure that there is food in the house. It is about time. She did give me some rice for dinner. I guess it is better than nothing I suppose. I felt it was a slap in the face.

I did not eat it or say anything. I gave it to my S.

I had fun with the kids as usual. Laundry is done today. I am amazed she is doing anything. She even asked me to start dinner tomorrow. I will, but I am going to eat too.

I took the kids to the doggie park, and I went to the regular park for S today. He was happy.

I helped my bother with his job search today too. He is very greatful for the help. My parents do not have the money for the internet, so I help him when he needs it.

S said W is mean today. D thought W was going to give me something besides rice. She is becoming more and more surprised by w.

I just keep doing what I can to make it through each moment. Today was not that bad of a day for me I guess.

I may have an interview this week, so wish me luck. I am so excited. I have to get this one for me. It is so scary because I go in prepared, ready, and confident to the interviews. The recruiter is going to remove my MBA from resume. I hope it helps me some. I want to be at this company, and I will not leave once I am there.

I vowed to never be without a job once I have one. I will strive to be independent no matter what. I have experienced too much this year to let anyone decide my future. I have gained this perspective, and I will never change it for as long I live.