To Tell or Not to Tell

[Jstar]

LRT,

I feel as though i have been in your situation. i've been pregnant 4 times and had 3 chidlren. my last pregnancy was to say the least a struggle.

today me and my children celebrated my son's 1/2 birthday, he is so gorgeious and i just love him. the baby i lost was devasting for me in somany ways.

h and i were so rocky then, i felt trapped,just having bought my house, i did it on my own without h. working, and having my daughter at the time 1.5 years old. he and i would break up and get back together, so many times. i never wanted him to come back for the kids and believed that's why he orginally returned when d was 9 months old. i think that baby knew it and felt and died because of that, but i found out i had a blood disorder and went on to have my son.

you are fortunate to be pregnant and whatever happens, it is a blessing and what happens is for a reason