Well folks - another day of work. Discovered that H is acting strange at work ~ didn't know what to say when presented with information. Just held head high and said "we are devastated but trying to respect him" - It's my pat answer.

Had nice dinner with S and D. Know that I am blessed with great kids. Know that future has great potential for me and the kids. I'm just sad for H / embarrassed somewhat for him / just wishing for the good times again.

I am slowly accomplishing things around the house though - trying to cut back on expenses - still need to get a handle on exercise and diet - but it's coming.

Thanks for listening!


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time