I also feel very compassionate towards her. She cried for most of 90 minutes about the pain and hurt she's felt. I'm responsible for most of that, and I think I understand how scared she is.
Sleep on that before you throw any grenades.
The pain of leaving reached a point where the pain of staying was too great. Do you understand now why you need to let her go and agree with her? You are standing in her way of feeling better. Enough of trying to fight her feelings they are real.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
