Thanks for posting to me. I will not answer the last two questions as you put they are between me and God.
I will say that I cherish every moment of everyday since my sitch began. I have learned a lot about myself and life.
I am a better person and parent than I was ever.
The kids eat first and I always make sure that they are not hungry. Family, friends, and my local church are helping me too. I will do whatever it takes to make it for my kids. They need that.
I have been very fortunate even with what I have experienced, and I will keep praying an look to God to the what I am unable to.
Thank you for your prayers.
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