Here's a story...of a very sad lady

[Dagny-2]

The second night always seems to be the worst. Both boys fell asleep in my "new bed", so I slept in their room. But I still had the satisfaction of seeing my new sheets. Didn't sleep much, just thought about the situation and how did I get here?

H called with a child detail, I was on my hike and not home, won't return the call, he is coming over tonight, so we can talk then, no need to talk to him any sooner. And at the moment I am so angry at him, that I'm sure I'll say something nasty. Need to get in the "set him free" grove for tonight. Might take dog for a walk while he is here, it is very uncomfortable, and since I want to scratch his eyes out, that might come across.

Need to set some "Mission" goals. Went on a hike, but need to step it up some.

Had a consult with a L, that felt like just another blow to me, to be filling in the details of our life, in black and white, like it is solely a bunch of statistics. Didn't get too much info, guess that is what you get for free. L didn't seem scrappy enough for me, but did learn it would be a contested D if I would ever do it because I want alimony. Not planning to file, but don't want to be caught off guard if H does.

Dagny