I know how much this must have hurt. You did a great job IMO. I think one must have children to truly understand the pain one feels when you have a conversatioin like this.
Now...you have admitted your mistakes - forgive yourself and forget them.
You have spoken your truth and set your boundaries - now live them.
You have let go - now keep steppin...
Your angry and I know it. Let that anger out. Let it propel you. Let it feed you drive. Then accept.....yes accept...that you girlfriend ROCK. You are a very strong women, you are a compassionate person. Let that compassion show thru your actions toward your H. THat is not to say be a doormat - no what I am saying is that you have already spoken to your H. Now leave him be.
Finally, do me a favor....I want you to make some choices today..choices about you and your life. Post them...
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans