Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

So, how to display strength and loving...

I had to pickup a prescription today at the store, I texted her that she needed to call hers in because I was going by there already and I would give it to her tonight. It's a fine line - to help my WAW with her health.. but I don't want her to suffer. She needs these meds for her depression.

She texts back that she will. I get to the pharmacy about 4 hours later and she hasn't called it in. So, I tell the pharmacist to fill it anyways.

I texted her "Don't worry about calling it in, I already took care of it"

No response.

She texts me now saying, "I called it in right when you asked me to." I said "ok". She responded back with "I just want you to know that I wasn't ignoring you."


Now that I look back on it, I think I made another mistake by being getting her script and being Mr. Nice Guy again. Boy, do I have to cut this sh*t out. I do it subconciously. My mind was screwed up at the time saying, "Even though you can't be with her, you should take care of her health"

It just goes to prove that I've bought into this silly crap she's playing me for as "I'm the victim".

Now that I think even more as I write this, that's just another way of me taking care of her emotional state. I've seriously got to start catching myself on these things.

But hey, at least I can recognize when I do this backsliding now. I just have to think before I act now.