It's not trivial at all. It's a totally unexpected and uncertain fate for both of us. I feel very in tune with you as to the myriad emotions, thoughts and questions that are crashing over you.
I hope today is better than yesterday. I pray your H pulls his head out and sees what a lucky guy he is. And I pray that God gives you peace.
Whatever happens, you can do this. I have faith in you.
ADAPT. OVERCOME. IMPROVISE. -Tom Highway
Me: 43 W: 40 S12 & S9 Married 17yrs Together 20yrs