Journaling: It occurs to me that she was trying to manipulate me last week; she was being "nice" and communicating to me in a friendly way prior to asking me for help with her car payment and with watching the kids while she is away. I get it. What that led to was the idea that she is SO selfish still. I feel a great sense of relief this morning as I realize that I won't be tied to her any longer. I really detest people that are that selfish. I normally choose to avoid those kinds of people realizing there is no room for that in my life. It's a bad match.
I feel very much at peace this morning as I reflected back and realized what I had done during this crisis and now the divorce. I am actually looking forward to the divorce and getting this behind me. The only part that hurts is the kids.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."