OK, W knows I have been out with OW.

We set up an appointment to meet with mediator.

Our little D5 is starting school in two weeks. Was thinking this morning if whant I want out of life.

I know I want someone to share in the growth of my children among other things to connect with someone physically and emotionally.

I'm having a hard time opening up to OW because I need to protect my kids. Altough I am completely honest with them they sense I'm not totally there for them. Even my women friends said the same thing.

Although I know what I want am not sure if W could give it to me or if she would even consider trying.

I am at the point where I feel I need to go all in an talk to W about my needs.

Talk me off if this ledge.


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