MC in one hour, and I'm almost hesitant to go. I need to stay focused on what I want and need, and not read anything into today's session. Barring real progress today, (which I don't expect) I'll have to start over on 2B. At least mentally I'm prepared for that, as well as how she'll react to me. Just tired of the drama. Tired of not having the love and affection I want and deserve. Tired of being angry all the time.
