Update from this weekend. I decided to break off seeing my new "friend." I just did not see the R being a long term one and was feeling VERY crowded.
And, maybe it's because I have a conscience, but I felt terrible about it. I really did not want to hurt her, and while she cried a bit, she told me she was not hurt...just sad.
Later, after she had left, I felt lonely and empty again. But, I recognize those feelings, and given what I've learned here, I am working through them. I will make me happy. No one else has that responsibility.
I have the kids tonight, then the next two weekends (b/c this coming weekend is mine and I have them Labor Day weekend).
The judge has given us until this Friday to have the final settlement agreement filed. STBXW's L has had our last draft for over 3 weeks now. My L has sent STBXW's L three emails to remind him we are still waiting on him. Could be fireworks later this week.
