Hi everyone! Thank you all for checking in on me!! I'm sorry I haven't been to the site in a while. I did go to Stone Mountain with my Mom & we had a wonderful time! It was hot, but she did great! She is 77 years old, will be 78 in a couple of weeks, we rode to the top of the mountian & she was out there just walking around all over the place. The laser show was wonderful, I don't know how they do all that, but it was really neat!
CW - I trimmed those stupid hedges again this past weekend, I've already had to buy another hedge trimmer. Bought one in May but I've already burned it up so this time I bought a Craftsman, of course I got into poison ivy again!! I've got it somewhere in those hedges & I can't get rid of it. It's not too bad, just on my arm.
The week before my birthday, I got more pictures of the baby! It had one of ow, didn't show her face, she was kissing the baby on top of the head, from what it looks like ow looks really old, the best I can tell from that picture. In another picture my ex was holding the baby, he looks really bad to me! Those eyes are not happy eyes at all, I can look at pictures from when he was with me & then that picture, he just looks bad to me. I sent them to a friend that has known him for a while, she said the same thing, so I'm not making it up. I also found out they are moving to Doha, Qatar - still running I suppose. I'm just giving it to God & I can't worry about it. I had a really hard weekend right after my birthday, I went to church on Sunday & the preacher preached on Is.55 about pardoning. Well, that afternoon I just prayed so hard for God to show me the way, that night I decided to read Is. 55 & 57, I wasn't going to read 56 b/c the preacher just preached on those 2 ch. Well, for some reason I went to Is.56:1 - here is what it said: "Thus saith the Lord, Keep ye judgement, and do justice: for my salvation is near to come, and my righteousness to be revealed." That just gave me chills! In other words, He is going to show me something soon. So, I just felt like He was telling me to just be patient He is going to take care of me & I've felt better since. Of course I still have my down times but I have felt better.
Now, get this.... I went to my office last week, I normally work from home but I do have to go to the office at least once a week, last week it was 3 times. I think there is a guy flirting with me!! I haven't been flirted with in 21 years so I don't exactly know. He did ask if I had a husband & he is pretty cute. So, if he does ask me out or something, which I doubt he will, I'll go. I looked him up on the internet & found him, I think he is about my age. So, we'll see. This is the 1st person I have even considered being interested in. I guess part of me still can't imagine my life w/o ex but I've got to take care of me. I'm trying not to get my hopes up that he will ask me out, but I do hope he does.
Thank you all again for checking on me! I'm sorry I haven't been here in a while, I will try to do better.
