Originally Posted By: Irish
thinking of any disagreements we may have had over the years and trying to analyze it to see if he really has never wanted me.


This is fallow ground. Stay away from it.

Nothing you dig up here will do you any good.

You are not defined by H's choices.

It is time to start digging inside again Irish.

Remember? You were coming through the rapids and now you are further down the river....

Into calmer water.

Time to get to work again.

Originally Posted By: Irish
All I really want is to be in H's arms.


Is this painful?

Who is inflicting this pain on you?

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am