I'm here to vent, get a slap in the face or whatever else I need. I feel the end is real close, I guess i'm not good at DB'ing. It seemed as if we were making small strides and then W's sister moved away. She was very close and said it's like going through empty nest syndrome all over again. I knew it hurt her, hugged her and told her I was there for her.That was 2 wks ago. I'm there with open arms, I exercise(jog and lift wts), always go to work, help cook and clean, maintain a neet yard, only drink a few beer occasionally, a good carpenter and all around fixer upper to do what we want and what needs done with our home. So what is wrong with me? I can only get as close as W lets me to be, I try. I know somebody will say i'm dependant. That's hard to not be, we have been togerher for 27 yrs. and since a really young age. I'm feeling frustrated and like a doormat trying to make this work with somebody wno treats me at best as a friend. Thanks for letting me whine to all of you.
