Hang tough FFH. Things WILL improve for you! Find some things to do so you aren't sitting around by yourself. That is one reason I am renting a more expensive house than I need. It is right across the street from a friend of mine. I figured that would help. I can spend some time with him and his family and he will introduce me to the neighbors.

I feel like things are looking up in my life. Not in my R with W, but in my life. You have to find the same peace.

Best of luck to you.