Baby born, separated, WH moving overseas for OW

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Thanks everyone for the wise words and support.

I am doing well. Not interested in contacting H, or writing to OW anymore.

It's unbelievably easy to detach with H out of the country.

But I am a little nervous about when he emails, eventually.

Been reading up on lots of sitchs, and taking everyone's advice to not talk about or explain any of my plans or feelings to WH anymore. Going to show my 'moving on' by short, vague replies, should he write eventually.

I do not want to waste so much time anymore thinking about H, or the outcome of our sitch.

I think my new positivity came from attending my best friend's wedding yesterday, and having a good time, and seeing that there are a lot of kind people out there, many struggling for whatever reason, and that life goes on...

I am going to try not to beat myself up anymore. I've lived through something horrible, I reacted horribly to it because I was not a strong person. I am going to become the best person I can be, starting now.

Bought some new books, including "Put Your Big Girl Panties On...and deal with it" by Roz Van Meter.

It's not well written, but the message is there... grow up, be happy, be confident, act on my values.