Okay, so no one wants to add their advice. Cool. I get it.
Just watched the movie called "Date Night". Cracked me up! Wahlberg and his "8 story shoulders" lol. Kind of felt like Steve Carell. Haha. The movie cheered me up, kinda gave me a humorous look at married life. I see what I did wrong and the attraction issues really stood out. I'm not looking to this movie as being an eye opener, but it kind of helped in a weird way.
Gonna work on painting my house and changing the view for me. I'm still curious as to what she thinks, but I really look forward to something different. After all, I'm the one that's here.
Really kind of thought about things too. Even though right now I love my W, once that divorce is final it really opens a new life for me. As long as I do whatever I can to better myself, in the end as long as I'm happy everything will be ok. Far as her, I look to see the positive...if it wasn't for her I'd be the same stuck dumbass I've been. However, all this time alone has made me so much more aware of me. Yeah, I wallowed this weekend, but here I am again feeling free. I'd rather feel this now than later. Know what I mean?
GAL is harder than I thought. I stop everything to think about her, but I have to ask myself "am I really helping me?". Nope. I just need to let her know in anyway I can that I'm moving on without her. Not sitting back and waiting for her to make a move. She's made a choice, I've been dumped, but Life goes on. Sucks but I will stay the course. I also know that I will find someone that will be a better mate than her. Regardless of my shortcomings I will be a better mate than before.
