I'm having a real hard time being in my house. It's our house. It's really depressing coming home...even on my good days, when I walk in the house it's tough just looking around and realizing everything reminds me of our M.
I know we're going to sell it, but there is so much stuff that needs to be done and I feel like I have to take care of everything while she's out having a good time. She comes over to see the dogs once a week when I'm at my meetings and that's it.
You think it would be a good idea for me to maybe paint it and change it up in here a little? Change it in a way that benefits selling and my dealing with having to live here still?
My W always complained about me not getting off my ass and doing things constructive...would this be a positive 180 for me, my W, and our M? Not doing it because of her, but will it maybe help her view me differently? Would it show that I'm taking responsibility in moving on?
