Hang in there Faith, the weekends are always the toughest for me, especially Fri nite/Sat morn. So much I used to plan on doing as a foursome, now I have to either do solo, as a threesome, or with the W being a sourpuss.
I wouldn't "throw pieces of info to her." It's really pursuing. You should be doing the GAL stuff for you. She'll never really notice the important changes in you while she's in her fog bank.
Thanks PH,
I was horribly depressed yesterday and still having trouble today. Working on GAL, but for some reason I can't shake the "wallowing" and I'm so unmotivated and alone. W went out of town to go camping with friends and I just feel so friggin alone.
I've really wanted to go do somethings like that with her for awhile and before she ended it, that was the stuff she wanted me to go do with her. Just a horrible reminder of the neglect that I caused. It just sucks. I'm just sad at how I was so stupid for the last 3 years in not seeing what I was causing.
