I almost broke my promise last night....

I was having a decent night at home. S16 made Kraft Dinner for he and I. I haven't had that in a long time. I had drank a couple glasses of wine - goes great with KD. I rarely drink wine, but figured my WAW will never be back to drink it and it may as well not go to waste.

Anyway, D19 gave me the grocery money WAW gave her to give to me. I said "I wish your Mom would still come over on Sundays to make you dinner". She responded with something like "she feels uncomfortable around you".

That (and some wine) made me want to call WAW and tell her there is no need to feel like that around me. That we need to be around each other in some way, or family vacation at XMAS is going to be rough.

I managed to stop myself from contacting and am still forcing myself not to today. Considering she hasn't even responded to the email I sent yesterday, I MUST wait for her to contact me.


50 years old.

Ontario, Canada

Loving Marriage #2 with the perfect person.