I know I'm only in control of my emotions. The whole thing about mediation is that it would save us a lot & I can't really afford to retain a lawyer.
I’m trying to finish school and get on my feet with a job in my field. For now I will have to take alimony from her & it sucks, but she knows that.
I appreciate your help & I probably will just talk about S as it seems that’s all we have going between us now. I guess just lost and frustrated right now.
