The girl who I talk with most (the daughter of the main caretaker) uses language that makes it seem like they don't care. She asked if little girl wanted to be held a lot (i said um... no, only when she needs to be) and describes her as being 'not a problem' when i pick her up. She also says she's "quiet" and says it positively. English is her second language, probably, so there might be some barriers there.
but I worry that they're all about having a compliant, low-work baby and don't pay her much attention.
Today I felt better, though. I asked specific questions about when she smiled, and I got answers. The daughter also texted me throughout the day with how little girl was doing.
So that's that!
WH: saw him tonight, just talked about the job he'll probably take. It will be good for a fresh start.
ALSO, WH bought a bike! (Remember when he was trying to figure out what he wanted?) And he hopes to sell his car. So... there we go!
I am still frustrated about not really being in a real relationship. I want to tell him counseling-or-get-outta-here but I'll wait a bit longer.
