I feel like I'm losing the sight of the bigger picture here. I'm reading the book, but I'm not sure what to follow. Maybe I have been too available? So what then, stop contact, make him seek me out? But why the sudden change if everything is going seemingly well? Or am I just being way impatient? I think I'm just getting a little lost in this.
I read other people's sitches and they are so much more serious than mine, but because of that, much more clear cut in terms of what they need to do. Or maybe I just see them clearer because I can look at them as an observer. A lot of people say they wish they came here earlier and I think I'm lucky enough to have done it. But because of that I can't completely relate to a lot of other sitches. I'm not complaining about being here early at all, it's just that I don't really know what I'm trying to do here.
Accept that there is only one thing you can change in life and that is you
