Still Here

[Serenity13]

I keep losing my other thread because I don't have much to post.

Not much has changed in the "sitch", still married, still plugging along, I very rarely have any interaction with H because he is of the "out of sight out of mind" frame...

Today I did though... We had to have a chat about oldest S.

Whenever we have to text, email or talk I always have to get myself ready for it...Can't just hop on the phone and have a pleasant conversation...I have to train like I am about to get in the ring with Rocky.

I wasn't in the mood today, been sick for the last 3 days with a kick-butt sinus infection when the text came in asking me a question about oldest S.

I answered as short as I could and then he was all about exchanging pleasantries...Quite honestly the best conversation we have had in 18 months.

We recently had a mutual friend pass away and were talking about him and how when he died he had become a minister and H was shocked.

Turns out he heard it through the grapevine I was on my way to becoming a Pastor...Said before he would have been shocked, however now he is not...

He ended the conversation by saying something to me I don't ever recall him ever saying...

I am proud of you.

I had to pick myself up off the floor after the shock wore off long enough for me to say thank you.

Didn't hear another word back from him though so I will keep on, keeping on.

(((((Hugs)))))