/quote] It's a weird feeling. It's like the feeling you get in those dreams most of us have had at one point in our lives where something irreparable has happened, and you know it, but in your dream you go through awkard motions that you know are pointless, all things considered. It's that feeling: Nothing you can do will ever change what is broken.
I know that you know it isn't going to kill you, and I'm guessing you're not a big huggy type of person but ... ((((Time)))). If I could bake you a lasagna I would. I'm really sorry you're having a bad time.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
